Three Drawings From Series ‘Eight Voices To Silence’

During recent meet-up with harddrive, to get in touch with my artistic past, see what I have done and how it has turned out, I discovered a lot of drawings, and some monotypes. Here are the three of eight colourful drawings (are they even drawings?; what do you consider of something where and when you use all the suitable materials, e.g. watercolours, pencils, ink, pastels) that I consider best from the series ‘Eight Voices To Silence’ that was shown at National Library Of Estonia during my solo show in March 2016. Enjoy.

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First Voice To Silence. 2015. Acrylics, watercolours, ink. 29,7 x 42 cm


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Third Voice To Silence. 2015. Acrylics, watercolours, ink. 29,7 x 42 cm


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Fourth Voice To Silence. 2015. Acrylics, watercolours, ink. 42 x 29,7 cm


5 Things I Perceive Sharper. I Am An Artist.

Liis Koger. Tree Of Life Started From The Sea, 2017, oil on canvas, 90 x 60 cm

Liis Koger. Tree Of Life Started From The Sea. 2017, oil on canvas, 90 x 60 cm


At times when physicality-oriented lifestyle tips are everywhere, it is a necessary addition to give a short look out of this box to let your mind be out of survival mode (food, sleep, sex). I’ve put together five things everyone can learn from artists that don’t involve handwork, just to give you hints to feel more connected to everything that is (and isn’t) to keep you sane on a too face-paced world. 

1. Put Your Purpose Higher Than Your Habits 

There are no contradictions if and when you know what you want. The habits form, the behaviour serves the purpose. All works in harmony for your mission. But you have to have the mission first, it is not about having a lifestyle in place: important is finding the ‘why’ – that has kept people alive and sane in poorest of conditions. Energy affects outcomes, but outcomes carry the energy. The healthiest thing is not to put the physical body first as this is just the carrier of a message.

2. Do It Now

When the first sentence of a poem comes to my mind at 3am, I have to leave the warm bed. When an idea needs to be put on paper or canvas or I am in trance to finish the painting, I am giving birth – noone can stop coming it through. In a deep Soviet time when nobody could travel anywhere because of the Iron Curtain, an Estonian author was offered a trip to USA. He said ’no’ because his book was not finished. This is the real thing about a man who has got to do what a man has got to do.

3. Whatever You Think, You Are Right

If you think you cannot make it, you won’t cross the finish line. If you try, you might. If you seriously want, you will make it happen whatever comes your way. I’ve been doing things for 12 hours, stopping every 5 minutes, but I finish. When artists don’t have those perfect, expensive materials, we make something great out of crap. When Picasso didn’t have blue, he used green. You can make the best out of your life with willpower.

4. Live A Less Complicated Life

Simple acts of worshipping everyday are all-important. You don’t have to follow a sad-faced yogi or up your diet with the newest superfood. Practice cheap and real kindness everyday. Chants and scents are helping you here, but don’t look badly at people crossing your way, smoking in front of your child – that’s the only way they know how to deal with pain. You may not understand it now, but they most likely haven’t got the knowledge to deal with problems in a proper way. If you really believe everything is connected, you are one with that which changes like colours of the day.

5. Humbleness Leads To Happiness

Everything is temporary and you won’t be remembered. The form is just a form. The truth doesn’t have boundaries. The beauty of the world is available to everyone who can read this just equally. Get the priorities right. Take care of yourself without extremes. Expressing joy of life, just for being alive, should be your everyday prayer. If your dog is happier than your yoga teacher, the lovely animal could apply becoming a mentor at the local studio. Think where you find true meaning when everyday actions like diet and excercise are in place and you don’t need to think about them. What enriches your life?

11 Things Artists Do Differently

I have encountered a lot of lifestyle ‘tips’ lately, reaching from one deep end to the enlightening other, peaking at – let’s say – which way to have your coffee (most popular: not to have it at all!). For some reason, I have not encountered much of admitting, it does not really matter what you add or what you remove from your life. Your life itself is a really subjective thing! It is not even a thing, it is just Life. Like all the life around!

So why do people care so much about habits? Behaviour should be working for the purpose. But there is no purpose, the talk is all about habits. If the purpose is strong enough, wouldn’t the habits find their correct way to exist or not to exist themselves – intuitively, that is practically ‘automatically’?

So, I found it necessary to add a little bit of different view on life, that seems to be much too forgotten. Just a few decades ago, when people were not messed up by too much information, it was easy to understand the first basic concept I am going to write about, this one and utmost important skill:

1. Managing the Passage of Time

Managing the passage of time means simply understanding, that when you are following your truest calling, your mission, the time is irrelevant. You do what you have to do: now.  What is important for you, you will find time for it. When I am painting, the time is gone. I am inside the painting. When I need to write a poem that makes me wake up at 3 am, I  leave the warm bed. At every moment of life, living from the heart is the only way not missing love. It is the way of the fearless.

2. Understanding the Flow of Seasons

Accept that there is a force working through you that you may not be able to direct. As the seasons change, the director of the play has to consider the bigger picture. If something is not working out fine, change the situation OR the way you think about it. Sometimes you have to wait, but you can appreciate both the blossoms and the fruit and specially when there is nothing yet to be seen: it is the highest manifestation of what can be, and you already know it.

3. Seeing the Thing behind the Name

Artists create artworks that have soul. We are travelling around that soul to be brought out like the Earth is travelling around the Sun. First is the immaterial thought, then the physicality. For the money-oriented people, all is different businesses for the same outcome of how much you can earn, so you can spend. You spend it on a Louis Vuitton, not understanding that what you are paying €€€€(€) for, is a pair of trousers. Then, you want another, better pair of trousers. Endless circle that is fed not by greed, but the growing hole in people’s soul of not knowing what to fill the hole with! Labels are well-marketed to start with.

Artworks are often numbered. Many don’t have titles. Some don’t even have names of the authors.  That doesn’t change what they consist of. Often, it is not what is pictured on the painting, but the energy, memory or a dream that it is containing. This beauty of passion is contagious. Artists, true to their nature, are disappointed for their works to be taken as products. There are many reasons for that, but mostly, one must understand that a person can create something magnificent in a short period of time, but for the time to arrive, (s)he has to have affairs in order: the artist is ‘at work’ 24/7, all life, gathering inspiration, studying the techniques, communicating with muses & coaches, so life can be thoroughly an expansion of energy – all that which will be shown and shared. Shown and shared with everybody for free at exhibitions.

4. Earning to do the (Light)Work

Most of humans are working, so they can afford different things and services. We, artists, are working so we can create more beauty, maybe even beautiful pain, but we absolutely need to have it on the table. There are no Sundays. We breath to ‘work’, work is the first condition – it is what we pay with for being alive. The precious few who appreciate art and can afford to own it (if you have an iPhone, you can own it) are the ones who allow us to continue earning, so we can work.

5. Appreciating the Need for Connection

…with understanding that connection can be achieved in solitude. We need both others’ eyes and our own, but sometimes, we need to communicate in terms hard to understand for others as usual glitter might not satisfy us. To be back at point nr 1: rare opportunity travels must sometimes be said ‘no’ to, birthday parties left unattended, promises be broken. An Estonian author said ‘no’ to a trip to USA during the time of Soviet Union when nobody could travel anywhere because of the Iron Curtain. But his book was not finished. That is the cost of an artwork that comes out at a time only itself can choose. Giving birth is like that.

6. Accepting the Brightness and Darkness Within

We, artists are not better persons. As Sadhguru nicely put it, the first requirement to get to heaven, is to become dead. We just have a mission and our priorities are in service of purpose. In a spiritual world, or in poor conditions, it would be utmost ignorant to speak badly about a bread because of gluten or avoid yoghurt because of dairy. Become more than your perceiving of your physical body is. Be grateful. Appreciate. Do things for better tomorrow, do not think about yourself only. I don’t think it really makes you a better nor a happier person to focus your attention on your preferations. Shift your understanding of life to a greater scale to feel one with all there is. (A parallel to the previous foodie example would be about scenery. There is not only downtown in a city, there might be other parts, more rural or violent areas. Discover them. The knowledge of experience gives you freedom.)

7. Don’t take Gurus for Granted

It is not reasonable to follow the know-all people. Nobody knows everything. Nobody is in charge of you nor knows better than you do for yourself. Most of the people who say so are willing to get paid to help you become a better version of yourself The Way They See It. Why should you become that? If you can ask a question about something that is going on in your life, there is an answer right inside you. Let your gut not applaud to something your mind likes to read. If the yogi has a sad face, he is not someone to be copied! If a child of 2-years is happier, there is something to learn. All our existence should be in service of our happiness. Otherwise it is not worth it.

8. Inside is the First Emperor

The ‘doing’ here really is an ‘inside job’. Your surrounding has a great effect on you, that is true. But the best of us can write perfectly balanced poetry on NY streets. They have a focus of that kind. That is attainable. You just need practice. You will train your mind if you have the will in your soul. It is time to put out the light above mirrors and start shining the light from within. There is no other way to achieve the goal of life that is living the life to become one with, not focusing on yourself separately from it.

9. Finding Ways not Excuses

I have a 1,5yo son on my lap, I’ve been writing this article since very morning. After every 5 minutes, he does or wants something, and I am getting it for him. I stop, but I start again. I continue until I am finished. Finding ways not excuses is the reason many of things are the way they are. If an artist doesn’t have blue, he uses green. Picasso did it. If the expensive, perfect materials are not available, we use some crap. But we make something out of it. We don’t stay complaining about the missing pieces (also in ourselves, and that leads to the next paragraph).

10. Not taking Yourself too Seriously

Artists create, but we are not the rulers of the world. Nobody is. If and when you are gone, the world will go perfectly on with or without you and your (art)work. Accept it now to have the freedom you’ve always desired. Live with less, plant for more: you’ll have more life inside that blossoms right when the weather is ready. Staying funny, bringing joy like a balloon, using what we have, painting ourselves empty to make room for new – I think that’s what has kept us alive. Space. It is only acceptance of the lack of form symbolised boundaries that leads us to –

11. Thinking Outside of Survival Mode

At all circumstances, this does not make sense, because this is exactly the group of people (artists) who has less, but it is the fundamental principle of happiness. According to general thought, artists are the ones worrying how to pay the rent and buy food, and it is often true, but the thing is, we have more important things to keep in our minds! We are living on a high speed globe that humans are not developed to function at, mental clarity is questionable for many. Food and sex should not be problems, but this is what many are thinking and writing about.

It is time to get out of survival mode into a more imaginative being. How to do that? Welcome to the world of art. After you have stepped in, you would be sad like a child with pieces of a broken balloon if and when you should leave. Make yourself at home in a world without limits.


Slow Fall From The Secret Town

Liis Koger. Slow Fall From Secret Town. 2016, oil on canvas, 100 x 140 cm

A little more @ CAFE MORE

There is a really nice place at Viru Keskus, in the heart of Tallinn, that is next to a wonderful bookstore, Rahva Raamat…

At Viru Väljak 4/6, on the 4th floor, you can enjoy delicious bakery (my favorite is the duck-caramelised onion quiche!), with the best choice of cakes and well perzonalised water (you know, all the strange and tasty addings).

The only thing, there was a corner far too dark to be enjoyed. So we added a few paintings to make it brighter for the visitors. You can go everytime when Cafe More is open and check them out for yourself. That kind of culture mixing is adorable!


People enjoying all kinds of things. 2017 @ Cafe More, Tallinn

Story Of A Painting – Rock Crystals

I have been enchanted by precious stones.

This painting of Rock Crystals is the first, the prolog! 

Which crystal is your favorite?

Comment below and one day – you might see yours painted, and if suitable, on your wall. 

Rock Crystals. 2017, oil on canvas, 70 x 70 cm

A Thousand Kisses Deep

Staying untouched is no solid ground. Every person is changing thanks to his surroundings. It is a way of development – a necessity for life, the only real reason we are here, on planet Earth, in physical bodies. To learn. To experience.

Artists are no exception. We are influenced by our predecessors. People have a mission and I believe, the ones who think alike might sometimes be even more tightly connected than with blood ties. It is like a family, the artists whose work you must continue; not in a way of repeating, but whose knowledge you learn, and try to go on from there. 

Leonard Cohen was one of my honoured men, so I was deeply saddened when he passed away last year. Several paintings have been made in reminiscence of his works, of his unrepeatable persona, even my first poetry book got its name, inspired by one of his songs: so yes, we have something in common: admiration for the same.

I want to give my thanks, forwarding his message: may his poem be the first I share in this Inspiratio category. A deeply moving, full version of the touchy and wonderful, deep and surreal, under skin coming A Thousand Kisses Deep. May it move your world as it moves my blood:

1. You came to me this morning

And you handled me like meat.

You’d have to live alone to know

How good that feels, how sweet.

My mirror twin, my next of kin,

I’d know you in my sleep.

And who but you would take me in

A thousand kisses deep?

2. I loved you when you opened

Like a lily to the heat.

I’m just another snowman

Standing in the rain and sleet,

Who loved you with his frozen love

His second-hand physique –

With all he is, and all he was

A thousand kisses deep.

3. All soaked in sex, and pressed against

The limits of the sea:

I saw there were no oceans left

For scavengers like me.

We made it to the forward deck

I blessed our remnant fleet –

And then consented to be wrecked

A thousand kisses deep.

4. I know you had to lie to me,

I know you had to cheat.

But the Means no longer guarantee

The Virtue in Deceit.

That truth is bent, that beauty spent,

That style is obsolete –

Ever since the Holy Spirit went

A thousand kisses deep.

5. (So what about this Inner Light

That’s boundless and unique?

I’m slouching through another night

A thousand kisses deep.)

6. I’m turning tricks; I’m getting fixed,

I’m back on Boogie Street.

I tried to quit the business –

Hey, I’m lazy and I’m weak.

But sometimes when the night is slow,

The wretched and the meek,

We gather up our hearts and go

A thousand kisses deep.

7. (And fragrant is the thought of you,

The file on you complete –

Except what we forgot to do

A thousand kisses deep.)

8. The ponies run, the girls are young,

The odds are there to beat.

You win a while, and then it’s done –

Your little winning streak.

And summoned now to deal

With your invincible defeat,

You live your life as if it’s real

A thousand kisses deep.

9. (I jammed with Diz and Dante –

I did not have their sweep –

But once or twice, they let me play

A thousand kisses deep.)

10. And I’m still working with the wine,

Still dancing cheek to cheek.

The band is playing “Auld Lang Syne” –

The heart will not retreat.

And maybe I had miles to drive,

And promises to keep –

You ditch it all to stay alive

A thousand kisses deep.

11. And now you are the Angel Death

And now the Paraclete;

And now you are the Savior’s Breath

And now the Belsen heap.

No turning from the threat of love,

No transcendental leap –

As witnessed here in time and blood

A thousand kisses deep.

People give years of their lives to finish poems, paintings, songs. Please appreciate it: share the knowledge with the source. This poem was trusted from

The Cost Of A Sight

I was coming down the Wednesday’s sidewalk when a thought hit me like: a ton of bricks, a raindrop, like an ornithocoprus! Every bite we buy has a price. But what about all the other, non-swallowable bits?

I was smelling today’s street gas, cats, cars, rain, spring. Every smell one ounce at a time. Like a musician would pick up note by note from a song or differentiate an instrument among many others. Catching the sources. A modern human being would categorise it as being mindful, but I really think it is one of the oldest habits of being present – paying attention. Vital, really.

So, at this April In Paris, I had another wonderful experience (reminiscence?) how we can sip by sip worship things that are not given the prize by society. I mean, cherry blossoms in Japan are an attraction of beauty, but all that is growing among the local dirt and dust – who would care to notice? We have to realise the worth ourselves to make it a win-win.

So much rich stuff all around. So many smells of stories, mixed perfumes of a town filled with lives of people and ideas, spring crocuses and amore. Open eyes are one of the most important tools for an artist, but they could and should be for everyone (because everyone has the organs). What is the price of a sight, a shared understanding? A glimpse of seeing a dear person, a masterpiece of an artwork? To see, to really feel… Lately, I was asked, what is the secret of Mona Lisa. I answered, with an obvious grin on my face, “the smile, of course”. “But why is it so expensive?” 

“Smiles are expensive,” I replied.